Christian Poetry

Sometimes my nights are endless and painful, full of emptiness. I’m tired of this moral bliss you put me with.

This is not of me, you can't bribe me with your immortality or your materialistic things. You will not keep me silent in these endless nights, I will be heard.

This will not be a painful night, because I will forever fight? You told me to be happy when it happens, I just can’t hold back my pain any longer.

I’m sitting here and I have to watch you die, no I will not watch you die, I will fight.

How can you leave me in this endless night, this time loop of life? And you’re trying to tell me it will be alright. I will never be all right because you will be gone.

I look in the mirror and all I see is a reflection of you, and as I slit my wrist, one blade is for the cancer you have and the other is for the bliss you put me with.

And as I bleed, I think of all the things You will never receive. Please help me achieve moral bliss, because my mind is traveling down a dark abyss. I’m being consumed by the emptiness.

The heart is taking over the mind. It is no longer one-plus-one equal two, it's the four letter word called love. Your telling me it will be okay is not enough, because I love you too much. And you mean to tell me I have to sit here and watch you die?

No I still need you. Who will help me heal from this? Emotional, scared you have thrust upon me. I knew the heart would corrupt the mind, that’s why - shhhh!!! You’re gone now, and I am now balanced and I know now I was being selfish for keeping you from your true Father.

And with this said I’m sorry for the endless night, I now have moral bliss and no longer have a deep dark abyss of emptiness.